Monday, May 07, 2001

my mind is just so confused now....been having these fearful thots of my boyfriend...
how our phone calls are getting silent... IS IT NORMAL??? to have silent phone calls?
It's not like we have this problem when we are talking face to face.. but it's just like when we call each other over the phone...
SILENCE....he ends up playing his playstation, me... just stoning n wondering why he called...
I want us to last... for once, i want my relationship to last... dear god... is that just too much to ask for?